Tuesday, 15 November 2011

Mistakes

Maybe it was a mistake. Maybe I should have stayed in the pysch ward. At least there we weren't fighting. We just missed each other terribly instead. It's easier to miss someone and feel overwhelmingly in love with someone, than it is to feel like you are constantly on edge. I know it's my fault. I take all my anger or anything or on her, or maybe because she knows me better she sees it more and thinks its directed at her.

Either way, tomorrow marks our two year anniversary - I am petrified we will be angry all day.

I miss the way things used to be, and while they don't have to be like that again - I just wish I wasn't so unstable all of the time. Maybe the pysch ward is best...

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