I tried again last night. And then I tried again. And then I tried one more time. Restarted. I get overwhelmed easily.
I will lie awake
The urge to cut is so overwhelming today. I'm really trying to resist. Trying that tactic of if I want to in five more minutes, if I want to in five more minutes. It's been working for about 3 hours. I leave in 45minutes...I just need to hold out that long.
If you let me have my way I swear I'll tell you apart
Its taxing on Andrea. She can't keep up. Hell, I can't keep up sometimes. She thinks it's coming back sometimes. I do too.
I'm scared of a lot of things right now.