For the first time last night, I was so self conscious during sex. The light was on - but it wouldn't have mattered. It was more her feeling me, feeling the rolls and folds in my skin. I tried to stretch my body out so that they wouldn't be as defined, I laid on my back as much as possible - yet I was constantly aware of my body. There were times, definitely times, that I forgot - but then it would come back and I was deathly afraid that she felt my body in those moments. I know she thinks I'm beautiful and sexy, but I am so self conscious that now it has spilled over into my sex life.